Monday, January 19, 2009

pay$ off


foolish pride.. it can easily take over anyone and if you cant control it, it gets to the point where its intolerable. you know its one thing to fuck someone over but its totally different when your being something that your not. i don't get why people put on an act of being different and real when their anything but that. like why lie? you know the truth always ends up coming out in the end and the more you try to cover it up the more it shows. shit done hit me the hard way, i mean i know i should've known better but who am i to point fingers and say every guy is the same? i totally didn't see this coming, wasn't expecting this to be this way but i cant complain it was worth it all because now i know how people, their pride, their appearance can all be lies ..i mean don't try to prove a point saying your different when your nothing but, I'm not gonna be like every other girl and say that "all guys are the same" because their not there are different kind of guys that actually hold their own and back up what they say. what i don't get is why say your this and that when in the end you know your not, all your doing is cheating yourself. i mean not only did you prove the other person right you made a fool of yourself, and this leash of pride that you wear ..you don't even know why you got it on anymore. like there's this thing that my grandmother taught me it goes like this (take your index finger and point it to someone or something and take the other three fingers and curl them in..) basically its like don't point your fingers at someone because there's always three point back at you.. get it?


so what I'm trying to say is why do people tend to point at others flaws knowing that their very own fingers a dirty? like don't say your different when you know very well that your not, don't say you wont hurt someone when that's all your doing ..there are only two things in life that i truly hate! LIERS and FINDING SHIT OUT ON MY OWN ..why cant people just be straight up? that's one of the characteristics a "real" person should carry, and i guess this particular person had no room for it.. you let your pride take over the best thing in a person ..your heart you let something good pass by and you emotionally screwed me over ..but the joke isn't on me because when i told you i couldn't be broken i meant it, like how are you gonna break someone when they was never hole to begin with? the only sad part is you cant even straight up with yourself.. its a sad story but I'm glad I'm a wise


he just honestly proved me right, foolish pride does take a toll on everyone.. and sooner then later karma will eventually but heads with him and he'll get what he deserves. i have nothing against this particular person and i don't wish for nothing bad to happen to him, I'm not holding any grudges but like he said "what goes around comes around"





MASTER MIND THIS SHIT ..YOU CAN NOT PLAY A WISE BITCH - me

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Boring Education




Pretty much in school, bordem finally struck and I got nothing
to do.. thank God i got my Zune to get my day going faster ..

So I woke up today thinking about what ive been going through
and Holy Shit man i had to Pinch myself a couple of times to
make sure i was Really taking shit from this particular person
i shouldve known better, but mistakes are made and its all good
sooner then Later he'll notice what hes doing. until then i need
to start doing me Lovely well, heres some advice value yourself
because when your just an option to someone dont make them your
main priority ..ha lesson learned! ok well i Gotta go (: Enjoy

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

First Timer



ha, well yea first time blogger, i dont really know why but my girl got me all into
this blogging idea. thought it'd be cool to have one ..well there isnt much to write
right now but im pretty sure there will be more blogs coming.. once i have things
to write about lol. Tuesday night nothing to do, homeworks forgotten at school
which mad me EXTRA mad cause im trying to good this quarter so im just taking
pictures and listening to music.. well enjoy whats here for now promise
ill make this a little more exciting then it is write now ! Peace out lovely